Some things I don't want to forget...

The doctor put Carrie on my tummy right after she was born.  She grabbed my finger and held tight.  I never want to forget that feeling that she knew I was her mommy. When she was in the hospital I desperately wanted her to know that we were there and hoping that she could feel our love for her especially the days when we couldn't hold her.  I remember leaving the hospital a few times with a prayer that God would let his angels be with her to love her and hold and hug her when I couldn't. And I know they were there.